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Sabtu, 18 Juli 2015

Senin, 27 April 2015

Yes!

" when you are too busy just for God, remember He never forget to each things that you have to leave just for Him. "

What a super good God i serving for! I left all my tasks and its became a monster when i got home. Im too tired to works on it because of full practices. One of them done until 4am and slept just 1hours40minutes before i go to campus. I just do my best, really my best. Guess what? He never forget to pay off! I got A for the first time at this thingy. Am i dreaming? Im not too good at this but seriously, His hands really awesome!

Jumat, 13 Maret 2015

Who We are Today?

Restore that times.
At the moment we were together without shame but only sense of proud.
"I love my lil family!"
When you are hugging and playing me like im the only one toy that can make you laugh until your weary free without you know.
"Who is the inventor of Americas? Embus!" and let me fly on your legs.
When you throw your joke and i could laugh out loud.
When you're afraid of loss.
"Go home! She fell again on head!!" and you go home to take care of me.
When you're mad at me but still spoke to me first.
"Have you take your lunch?" and i just melt away.
When you hit me for the first time for what i did and i know i deserve that.
I love it when you get back home and stay.

But who we are today?
Am i still can call this 'my lil family'?

I know there is a reason behind these all.
Why i born in this family. Why they're all let me know they own problems.
Im a crybaby at first, but i know now im more stronger to be a good listener.
But hey! Look at us. No one left behind when one of you getting hard times.
We fight it back eh, or just me who fight it back?
see your own heart, are you still love this family?
Are you have time for this family?
Yes, we are getting older but are we gettin mature?
Love? Do you think today still left of pure love?

They let me go far away at senior high school until now and they let me mature more faster than anyone, since kindergarten.
Honestly, i still need that caring thingy from them.
Do you ever feel lonely between a mother and a son love? I do and i just can crying when they visited me for a moment just to see am i doing well there.
But lets see from a good side. Now i get used to far away from them and im absolutely okay.

God gave a reason. God gave a strong side. God gave lot love to share.
God gave lot people around me to make me smiling and forget all the problems.
Im loved!
God let me fell but let me stand again. God never left.
Im lucky!
God let me knew all they hard times and let me learned all of them. Caring God!
Im stronger!
God let me born and make a change. Amazing God!
Im His daughter!;)

Dad, come back to us and Him.
Mom, you are an amazing woman and im a proud daughter!
Bro, learn from other people's lives please.

But still, who we are today?:")

Hugs,
Yo.

P/s: i know this post was nothing to you all but im happy i can let go from these stuffy stuffs. Yay!!!